AndreA

If I don't go through with this now, I know I'd find reasons to stay.

So you say you're ignored
As it is,
Well, give us your sad, sad trip

You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life

Assumed it's whether
We're right or wrong
We're doomed, and there's plenty for all

How dare you catch me counting?
How dare you call at all?
How dare you call it suffering?
How dare you call at all?

You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life

Press on these tenets
They double in time
The touch of life, once failed to mention so far

Of course the law is fountains
Or face to face remorse
A fast and restless blackmail
Like pent-up fetish force

You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life

Do you want enough?
Do you want it all?
Should you need it at all?
Takes a minute to see
Do you want enough?
Do you want it all?
Should you need it at all?
Do you want it or not?

You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life

Life, life, life.

God plays an interesting hand sometimes.

I shouldn't be surprised by the actions of humans anymore. But I suppose that is just me being human.

I posted too soon!

That last entry can only be trumped by this.

Mike showed me this which just kind of made me slightly uncomfortable...

I said "I'd admit, that would be handy (Ha ha) but I don't know if I'd want to be seen with that thing on my finger."

And then glancing around a bit more on that page, I saw this.

I... I just don't know what to say.

And just like that, a destructive desire is born within me.

It annoys me that I'm so much more capable than most people in their prospective majors. It also annoys me that people think I'm incapable because I look young.

I hate to say it, but I'm changing majors because of a YouTube video.

( Awful )

Trust me.

ryan says:
i need to start wearing clothes made out of towels. every time something spills i NEVER have a towel around, but a plethora of asorted clothing
AndreA says:
HAHA
AndreA says:
That's the best logic ever.
ryan says:
its not logic, its fucking inconvienent
ryan says:
my shirts dont absorb for shit

OMFGFINALLY

What am I doing?


So, the highlight of my day = seeing the pictures of Rae that Begencia took. Dear God. I think I'm going to set that as my background.

Oh! And my tracing paper.

Abby finds the most amazing music.



Lily Allen is so adorable. And "Alfie" reminds Abby and myself of my brother, minus the substance abuse.

And I've had Hide and Seek on constant repeat for the past two days. I'm so in love with this song.

I'm leaving for Jerome tomorrow, for a few days.

I have had Luno Remix DFA 1979 stuck in my head for the past two days and the urge to dance is killing me.

It's fucking 12:46 and suddenly everyone in the goddamn Universe starts sending me messages about World of Warcraft. Evan's asking me what server I'm on through cell phone texts and this boy in my German class is sending me messages over Facebook.

I give up.

Fuck, I always fall for it!

This is seriously the worst way to wake up. I hopped on Facebook (because I'm a moron and can't go more than 12 seconds without doing so) and I saw that Mat joined a new group. And they're all so innocent seeming at first. And I never remember that this kid is not really the "Nice Guy" type. It's more of a convenient cover for his "Entertainment At Your Expense"/"Pseudo-Violent But Amusing" demeanor.

The Facebook group says:

During the shooting of a German car commercial, a rather lively bit of mist began following the car. Even as the vehicle moves farther away from the camera, the "spirit" remains visible, becoming more distinct as the cameramen begin to whisper to each other in wonder.

Well they straight up lied, man.

Christ, I don't know whether to be pissed or piss myself or throw up or kick everyone in the head who's ever deceived me. Or a combination for bonus points and a prize.

By the way, that video is a jump scene.

To counter your unreasonable cheap shot Scary Attack (which is very effective against Cuddly Penguin type Pokémon Andreas), I am going to use extremely effective Ska Music + Dancing Like An Idiot combo. Hopefully it'll be enough to get my confidence where it should be again.

Yesterday, Mark and I were sitting in the Commons prior to our German class and this guy came in. He stood at the top of the stairs for a while, then wandered away. He repeated this process two or three more times. Finally, he came down the stairs, then wandered back and forth through the dining area for a good 15 minutes. I concluded that he was looking for something. I initially thought that perhaps we were in his usual spot and he was feeling displaced. At one point, he paused in front of Mark and looked like he was going to say something, but then began wandering back and forth again. Eventually Mark caught his eye and he suddenly got the courage to speak. As it turned out, he was doing a project for his Comm class and was polling students on their thoughts on the campus bells. He used slang from the 1920s. I had a hard time not giggling.

Today, I had one class to go to, and I slept through it. Which is a real bummer because we actually had a test in that class today. I've been having a "burn out" day today. I feel like I should have a pack of cigarettes. But since all I have is a pack of gum, I'm improvising.

Annnd I'm back to being sad, apathetic Andrea. I need some heliums and some gerbells and REM. And probably some exercise too.

But all I've got right now is Slayer. As I said before: "Burn Out."